Measuring up, not down

I'm looking forward to the turning point when medical professionals will give me more good news Cor no news, business as Usual) than cause for concern. Hmm. Maybe that's more about my perspective than externals. Will things be okay if I measure up instead, even if I have to translate what people say? Common approach OKAY I anxiety, fiddling Shallow latch Resilience I Pour weight gain Stric measuring up. Pour length gain philosophy It's easy to measure down instead of IDEAL 2016-05-25c a- is awesome W- is awesome Gaining slowly Still alive! Experienced this POSSIBLE NON. EXISTENCE CHALLENGE knowing we did everything we Could Tripwires for greater concern? Expectations too low?